Wednesday, June 21, 2023

Still riding the struggle-bus...

 

© 2011 - 2023 David M., Image & Character
 

Kinda feeling like how Nightspirit looks in this old dusty image from 2011. Still struggling to just get my head above water, all my own fault for thinking I could find a better workplace with less mental & emotional abuse. 

While I am employed ( At the same exact place I was prior), it's for much less than my prior wage & thus I am barely keeping up on bills and have pretty much had to just currently toil over pennies and settle into the mindset I am not allowed to really do things I want to or would enjoy. I just can't afford it right now as the ship sinks around me. 

But, I will just keep trying to find better work as I slowly grind away. Thus - things like Art have taken a serious hit. Let's be honest, I've been pretty crap as a physical artist for a long while now, but I still try to at least keep my characters alive by letting them muck around if they wish. Of course it would seem aside from 1 first generation character, most of the action comes from 2nd Gen characters who have twitter accounts to test the limits of Elon Musk's social dumpster fire & test my ability to at least create realistic world and vibe around them. 

Sad to say there are some pretty major figures of Celix Productions who have been dormant for a very long time. Long enough to consider calling the police to do a wellness check on em. 

I still justify my claim as a "creator" or "artist" or whatever you wanna call it, based on the fact i still allow things to roll through my head, ideas to pop up, and to still try to dual-wield my own life as I walk this made up illusion world my characters live. I still watch Artsy YouTube videos and fully endorse the use of social medias as character building tools. 

I also still pester JJ to try it for one of her characters, though - I feel she is a mix of busy and unsure of the concept to try it as of yet. But as a good life-long friend and spirit sibling, I will continue to pester until random objects learn to fly. :3


I'm mostly posting to say "HI!!" and let ya'll know I didn't croak. 3 of my characters are fairly active on their choices of social medias. 2 on the Blue Birb App... and 1 whom blogs her journey to rediscover herself after a serious point in her life.  The blog is the challenging one as I somehow managed to set the bar far too high for myself writing from a viewpoint of a female suicide survivor with mental challenges and proper writing training ( of which I have none). 

It is all things I have zero experience in nor life notes to go off of. More perplexing is I am told the writing is actually relatively good; at least it started that way and I'm not sure if it's maintained that status. I think Rio needs some more wholesome material to write about personally.We'll see how things go. Obviously my scuff a.f. work setup if hindering a lot of my life and anything creative per say. 


I will say, however, I have been keeping tabs of the analytics for Rio's blog with some interesting results. :0,  That's all I'll say about that - it's nothing worth digging things up for. Yet it is interesting little thing of notice as I watch Rio's traffic bounce between 2 real people and my numerous visits just to make sure the layout seems okay and such.

Til the next update! [ waves ]

Thursday, April 27, 2023

Uh Oh... Zombie.. Zombie.... 🧟

 So... It's rather late at night & thus I am going to risk not sending this post thru Grammarly. If you also know the song the title is referencing... YAY!! Good Bean!


So just quick updates in speedrun form: 

  • RedBubble is CLOSED.  They changed how they plan to operate by leaning to a 3 teir system that seem to mostly hurt starter artists like me by billing them on transactions (sales), but waving it for those who have larger following.  So for me it won't work out.  I'll sometime figure out if there's other options I would go with.  Anyone who has suggestions for print-on-demand style storefronts, let me know in a comment! :3 
  • I've been riding the roller coaster from hell career wise. Thus noted - i pretty much have neglected this blog way too much. Between being employed in a daily grind of doom, quitting said grind to only have to return due to not other good options and money running fully out.  I've basically depleted any retirement funds for my future (cuz im not very bright) and so stress level is now very high as I work for $2 less an hour than my prior wage and keep my eyes out for other options. At some point, when i can try and dig out of the hole some, I want to try and figure out a path to maybe Apprentice Heavy Equipment Operator. I second guess everything I do, so - it's risky and scary feeling.  We'll see how things go.
  • With the previous point - it goes to assume I've not been able or calm enough to post on the blog and really focus on artsy vibes. Yet I also believe in keeping the art brain active. So having 3 character Twitters, a character blog, & Celix Productions Twitter seem to help at least dip toes into Art vibes as I can. But this blog will still be fairly dead air for a bit I feel. Well aside from layout tweaks. I am do OCD on web design ideas - have been since 2000... 2001(?). Why I've never had a fully finished website. XD
  • On the subject of suggestions from the first point - I am still not convinced having a Ko-Fi or "TipJar" really makes sense for my existence (?), Brand (?), whatever this is (motioning a circle 'round screen). Yet would be nice for this (more flailing in circle) to be able to bring in some funding as well. ^^;

 

Yeah...  I'm starting to crash from my busy work day and still being awake. @.@  But wanted to do some updating. Hope everyone who does happen along this blog is having a good start of 2023 and week. :>

Sunday, September 11, 2022

Become a honorary Reaper Academy guest!

{ Future Celix Edit:  RedBubble Store is now closed. Shall be looking into other options in time for stickers & merch. :3 }

 

I know it's late & I should be asleep. Yet I wanted to try and better flesh out (no pun intended) a better and higher resolution version of the Reaper Academy seal. 

After tweaks... well after completely redoing the seal with some changes - I have a good design thus far which I am liking enough that you can now go to the RedBubble Store to get items with the seal upon them. Just in Time for Hallows Eve!!

As the item page says, "As Hallows Eve nears, many think of spooky and darkness. The Grim Reaper a staple for years - yet unknown to the world is the realm of the true collectors of souls. Each training at the Reaper Academy. Exclusively from Celix Productions!".

After centuries of this seal proudly displayed upon the halls of the ancient building found within the underworld - you now can proudly display the seal on items for your own use! A great honor for any human in deed.  Also JUST in time for Hallows Eve and for anyone with a little spooky... or sp00py in you!


Image of Reaper Academy Seal. Hourglass with Dagger thru it producing blood red sands passing through it. Ribbons of Reaper Academy in Latin and the 1347 A.D. date from the academy's founding front the Hourglass which has 2 Sickle blades & pentacle adored above.
Image Sample in Lower Resolution
©2022, Dave McCoy

 
Some of the items you can purchase this design on from my RedBubble Store are:
 
  • Glossy Stickers
  • Magnets
  • Phone Cases
  • Varying Print Forms & Styles
  • Laptop & iPad Skins
  • Buttons
  • Tote or Drawstring Bags
  • Coasters
  • Drinkware
  • Stationary Notepads and Journals
  • ... and More!
 
Support Celix productions and myself, the artist, by checking out the RedBubble store for this design! I'll try to figure out a few more in time as I get a chance to maybe get to drawing again between work and life. 
 
 
 

Monday, July 11, 2022

Tiny Blog Designing...

 Updated the blog header again, It's still a work in progress honestly.  Even while I opened the editor to create this post - my mind bubbled the question/idea of better offering small imagery for each post. This makes some more options for any newer template attempts. I also noticed while rearranging; that the "Featured Post" needs an image on a post for it to look nice.

I've changed featured to the topical post. My stance isn't changing and I haven't done the USA standard of most companies of faking allegiance to a group for about a month and then just wiping clear after that month ends. -Cough Cough- 

My country, the USA, has a lot of things they need to change. I'd never expect that when I grew older - my feelings of living here would go from passive to feeling oddly concerned by seeing "old Glory" en-mass. I am not bashing my country, but I quietly observe and shake my head. The flag lust has become outrageous and concerning in my opinion. Gun love is also very disturbing and I've never been a fan of guns as a whole.  I'm not touching on the BIGGER issues of our nation ( such as Roe v Wade). Simply; It's not my place to have judgement. I refuse to be bullied by people claiming their fight for human rights and then snap at me that my passive position is "confirmation I am part of the problem". Just as BLM, my view of "All Lives Matter" is not demeaning the BLM movement - instead is broadening the call for humanity to see equal value in ALL life. 

Row Vs. Wade - as myself being male - is not my fight. And before I am attacked with " Sure... typical MAN!"; I believe that women should have their right to personally choose things. At the same time, Women and Men need to understand the implications of their actions. Sex has become almost a trend and something people disconnected from the reality of it being a form of human mating and creation of life. 

I'm not going to text dump my views here and all. Just Sex should be an action of reverence for your conjoined love together. It should be that special thing that gets peppered in during special moments between other joined activities.  Like talking walks together, drives together, living your lives together and creating a true bond. Sex can lead to pregnancy and that creates a major decision to make and if you choose to retain your child - it requires at minimum of 18 years of your life to raise correctly this child and provide for them.  Sadly I feel many have kids and it's an after-thought and some people have abortions. Most of those are due to the neglect of realizing that sex creates life. 

Additionally; "As a Man", I believe the VAST amount of "Men" in the USA have not been raised correctly. I've spent a long time of my life being called negative things for having a less manly mindset and almost feeling disdain against other males who seem to focus on sex, women as objects, and that whole " You must have sex at XXX Date/Age". Those mindsets are the ones that tell me these men were not raised well at all. And tend to lead to men abusing women in various ways. Rape being one of the reasons for abortion - That's solely on Men usually and again.. their shitty parents not raising them correctly. My grandparents I lived with my whole life did well to teach me better and thus my views are how they are today. 

0-0  Dayum.... didn't mean to get this political. Sorry for the IRL Vomit of words.  


What I was just trying to say was... I've tweaked a little on the header image and the featured post if fixed up some. please be safe out there people!! Don't let news and media rot your mind with negativity.