So my vacation I have to Arkansas is on July 20th. Granted the 19th is the start of it, yet I will most likely due to current temporary work hours keeping me at work til 10pm, and I am not ready at all!! 0-0;
The major condition I gave myself is I had to get the tired replaced on the Aveo before vacation and I will have to try to get up SUPER early Monday and rush to the shop to drop off the car and get a loaner as they do that. Meaning car needs to be cleaned out and I still have to dottle my finances to make sure I have the funds arranged.
I also have to arrange hotel yet, which i'll do online, and get ready to pack as well. Stressful next week or so indeed. Also still have to renew my driver's licence before it expires. x.x
My plan for the trip is more simple and lacking detail as I am not going to try and follow Route 66 this time. Last years trip seemed to be a lot more than I bargained for and I lost a lot of time. This time I will drive straight there with only a few side-trips if needed (ie. Fuel, Food, or interesting Photo Ops).
My hope if to get to Arkansas on the normal 12-hour time and check into the hotel... and depending on the time of that day either go get supper and go to bed... or cruise around a bit. After that again there is no real plan other than the shameless Sam and Ella's Pizza Palace run in Tahlequah, OK and I might ponder trying to get some video of the Arkansas & Missouri trains. I could also go to Ft. Smith... and also I kinda wanna check out the Eureka Springs, AR area to check into some info I have seen online of the old rail route for what was once the Frisco Line. Eureka Springs is a bit of a trip and can be very people crowded, which doesn't do good for my shyness, yet its also a very mystical place of history and standing charm from old Victorian houses and streets to the Crescent Hotel ( rated as a top haunted hotel in the USA). It is also known to have a very large Gay and Lesbian citizenship, which doesn't bother me as I don't have issues with that kind of lifestyle. I do not follow it myself and would rather NOT be approached by someone of that lifestyle in a romantic way.... but I still accept the fact that they love differently then me and others do.
The entire concept is simply to love who you feel a connection with. It's why I oddly have a deep soul warming feeling when I think of Kawaii and Silverspirit's connection as they are Bi; having first been together as a couple and over time developing a love for opposite genders. They still are very close and they still have those feelings for each other. They connect on a level of trust and common ground being the same gender and knowing there more to the relationship than just sex and a facade. They understand each others wishes and feelings and desires and can communicate that without words.
But getting off topic here; Basically I just wanna get to what I feel is my home state, even if I was born in Wisconsin, and experience the welcoming feelings again. My life goal per say is to get into a situation where I may return to Arkansas to live some day. It is a very large almost unrealistic goal I feel, but I will try to make it. Financial matters are always my downfall as I am not the best at them.
I'll try to get photos to post here and maybe also on instagram and, if any really good photos, the spirit bridge DeviantArt account. I just need to get my head on straight and get moving on being ready for this. 0-0;;
Saturday, July 05, 2014
Monday, June 16, 2014
ASMRrrrrrr.....
Have trouble getting to sleep or relaxing. Your mind just keeps ticking away when you trying to get rest? Ive found it helps to listen to certain YouTube videos. Ones like haircutting tutorials and Medical videos of people having checkups. More-so is nice when you listen to the roleplay videos of the previously mentioned.
The interesting thing is there is in fact a term and a community that revolves around what I always called and considered to be kinda silly little things that make me feel all sleepy and satisfied my odd obsession to like the idea of being lightly touched ( like when they did Lice Checks in school). The community and term is ASMR. A concept of matching certain sounds and actions to create a heightened sense of awareness or as they call it "tingles".
One of the who does nice RolePlays is MassageASMR.
https://www.youtube.com/user/MassageASMR/playlists
Linked above is his YouTube playlist of various options to relax. Another great one is HeatherFeather, just search for her on YouTube and you'll find many of her videos as well. n.n;;
I like being helpful when I can. Sleep tight!
The interesting thing is there is in fact a term and a community that revolves around what I always called and considered to be kinda silly little things that make me feel all sleepy and satisfied my odd obsession to like the idea of being lightly touched ( like when they did Lice Checks in school). The community and term is ASMR. A concept of matching certain sounds and actions to create a heightened sense of awareness or as they call it "tingles".
One of the who does nice RolePlays is MassageASMR.
https://www.youtube.com/user/MassageASMR/playlists
Linked above is his YouTube playlist of various options to relax. Another great one is HeatherFeather, just search for her on YouTube and you'll find many of her videos as well. n.n;;
I like being helpful when I can. Sleep tight!
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Wednesday, June 04, 2014
Kawaii's Wisdom from a Reaper #3
" Much of what society calls taboo can be considered as such only based on the proven facts of ones inability to see beyond the hand; and ones fear. Question not the ability or moral of simple taboos... question more your reasons why it is taboo.
This of course does not include those taboo subjects such as ones illegal or unmoral. Taboo that outreaches the bounds of moral and life are not taboo... they are sins that should be judged by the universe in the heaviest of hands. If you taboo in a moral-less way, you will come to enjoy your most pleasured taboos with a reaper who's interest in your sins matches that of one who watches a sink empty of water. De-moralize your soul and it will drain empty to the interest of a dark souled guide."
Don't reject, judge, or place labels on people for things they do which you don't understand. The ideal of someone acting a different way or doing things differently does not condemn them to a group your fear and uninformed has created for them. Try to understand the act and thought of the person and see beyond the claims of strange and weird and into something you will feel more educated about.
Being said, many taboos central around lust and more-so into dark ideas or acts... these shouldn't be seen as taboo if they are morally in question of cause pain or suffering. These are acts of sin, true darkness, and a deceased soul. No human soul will fully live in such places and people in this place require quick action and help. Otherwise to be damned to the darkness of the afterlife or to forever be stained with innocent blood.
A reaper has been both and seen both in her life alive and beyond. A true reaper can move forward afterwards and see the wrong and her soul bleed for forgiveness of all life and energies around her and will fight to be forgiven.... Using her ability to stop the darkness within and exterior to herself. And in the end, know her own existence in most modern worlds is mocked and forgotten by gender stereotyping and finds no issue with it.
I believe in our universe and welcome my (OUR) mothers embrace in her warm day radiance and full soothing night glow. As we all should.
~Kawaii Kosen Raccoon
This of course does not include those taboo subjects such as ones illegal or unmoral. Taboo that outreaches the bounds of moral and life are not taboo... they are sins that should be judged by the universe in the heaviest of hands. If you taboo in a moral-less way, you will come to enjoy your most pleasured taboos with a reaper who's interest in your sins matches that of one who watches a sink empty of water. De-moralize your soul and it will drain empty to the interest of a dark souled guide."
Don't reject, judge, or place labels on people for things they do which you don't understand. The ideal of someone acting a different way or doing things differently does not condemn them to a group your fear and uninformed has created for them. Try to understand the act and thought of the person and see beyond the claims of strange and weird and into something you will feel more educated about.
Being said, many taboos central around lust and more-so into dark ideas or acts... these shouldn't be seen as taboo if they are morally in question of cause pain or suffering. These are acts of sin, true darkness, and a deceased soul. No human soul will fully live in such places and people in this place require quick action and help. Otherwise to be damned to the darkness of the afterlife or to forever be stained with innocent blood.
A reaper has been both and seen both in her life alive and beyond. A true reaper can move forward afterwards and see the wrong and her soul bleed for forgiveness of all life and energies around her and will fight to be forgiven.... Using her ability to stop the darkness within and exterior to herself. And in the end, know her own existence in most modern worlds is mocked and forgotten by gender stereotyping and finds no issue with it.
I believe in our universe and welcome my (OUR) mothers embrace in her warm day radiance and full soothing night glow. As we all should.
~Kawaii Kosen Raccoon
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